Sunday, April 22, 2007

the country of marriage

We are more together than we know,
how else could we keep on discovering
we are more together than we thought?

-- Wendell Berry, “The Country of Marriage”


Ginger and I celebrated our seventeenth wedding anniversary yesterday. We both had full workdays: I had three functions and she had a funeral, a wedding, and a fiftieth wedding anniversary celebration to attend. At ten o’clock last night we pulled out of the driveway to make the forty-minute trip into Boston and the Hard Rock CafĂ©, where we go every year because we got engaged at the Hard Rock in Dallas. (Last year, we were at the Hard Rock in Athens.) I didn’t have a function on Friday night, so we had talked about celebrating then, but neither of us wanted to settle for not being there on the actual day. We got home a little after one and went to church feeling tired this morning.

But it was a good kind of tired.

April 21, 1990 was Earth Day, Paula Abdul Saturday (according to VH-1), and our wedding day. In the seventeen years since, we’ve shared four addresses in three different towns and two states, had five Schnauzers, two washing machines, five computers, and six cars. She’s seen me go from working as a minister to an English teacher to a minister again and then a chef. I typed and edited as she got her doctorate. We had no way to anticipate then where life would take us. All we knew was we wanted to be together, wherever we were going. We knew we were moving to Boston, but we had no idea we would be living the life we are today. Regardless of our address, we have made a home in the country of marriage, an unbounded land that calls us each day to a journey for two.

From time to time, Ginger asks me where I think I would be if we had not married. My answer has always been the same: “I don’t think I would be alive.” I don’t mean to be morose or hyperbolic; I don’t know how to picture having lived these years without her. When I look back over these years – my struggle to find my true sense of vocation, my depression, to mention a couple of things – I know I’m not exaggerating when I say I’ve been sustained and even reclaimed by the way she has loved me. Maybe I answer the question that way because the prospect is unimaginable to me: I don’t want to know what it would have been like to live without her.

If this sounds over the top, then so be it. And I have one more thing to say. I’ve gotten to do some pretty cool stuff in my life. I’ve worked hard to learn a lot of things and tried my hand at any number of jobs and hobbies. I’m proud of my work and my accomplishments. And what matters more than anything else in my life is I got to be Ginger’s husband. Regardless of how the rest of my days add up, to have spent these years with her make mine an extraordinary life.

I am a proud citizen of the country of marriage.

Peace,
Milton

12 comments:

beth said...

Happy Anniversary!

Brett said...

Congratulations! The photo of you two is wonderful.

SpookyRach said...

How cool!

Great photo, too.

L.L. Barkat said...

Just hopped over on the HC blog tour...

I like that idea that love reclaims us. Indeed. Without love, we move adrift.

Karen said...

"A proud citizen of the country of marriage" - that is such a great way to say it all. We just got home yesterday from a trip to Ohio to be there for my youngest sister's wedding (she isn't real young, exactly, but this is her first). I will have to direct her to your blog - although she and Chris are off to a great start (even if I didn't get to sing - just provided the flower girl!).

Rev Scott said...

i'm with you - the highest, most profound and greatest privilege i've known for the past three years (almost) is being a husband to my beloved Kristin. happy anniversary!

mark_heybo said...

Brillant! Congratulations!

Loved how you described your 17yrs in numbers....we’ve shared four addresses in three different towns and two states, had five Schnauzers, two washing machines, five computers, and six cars...a lovely little snapshot.

All the best to you,
Markuqlfi

mark_heybo said...

Oh - it seems I spelt my own name wrong there - sorry.

Hedwyg said...

Congratulations! Happy anniversary to you and Ginger! The photo is awesome.

Peace,
Hedwyg

Presbyterian Gal said...

Happy Anniversary!! Lovely picture.

redbarn said...

Thanks for sharing a marriage story that is authentic. May you share more addresses, computers, meals and stories together. Congratulations and rich blessings!

Africakid said...

I loved this tribute and linked to it on my blog.